04 December 2012

♥ Inilah yang dinamakan CINTA ♥

Salam and heylow=) This entry i dedicate it to my LOVE.. Erm.. Btw, korang pernah tak bercinta dengan kawan baik sendiri?? Ape perasaan korang?? Suka?? Unbelievable?? Malu?? Feel like a dream kan?? Tahu knape aku tanye all dat?? hahaha! Bcoz it's happened to me lol!=D Seriously i feel like first time jatuh cinta! Sumpah tak tipu! Ohhmyyyy!!! Im so over excited wanna share dis story dgan korg laa!;) Fyi, i meet dis guy masa zaman skola lagi.. Time ktorg satu skola teknik dulu.. Masa tu masing2 takde feel pape pun selain drpd berkawan.. Our friendship nie tak pernah putus sejak habis skola until now.. Cuma relationship yang sekarang nie lagi more better laa.. *wink2;)* After habis zaman skola, ktorg still contact each other.. Ajak lepak sama, lunch together, datang beraya ke rumah everythings laa.. So macam tak boleh nak detect pun that feeling.. Menda nie happened dalam fb.. Since ktorg dah lama tak contact through fown.. Here are some of conversations between him and i ::-->

HIM : "Sy dah lame kenan kan fara tau..
 Tp takut nk kasi tahu..tp skrg..kasi tahu jela..lame dah pendam kan..☺"

ME : "..........speechlesshehehe.. tak tau nak ckp cne"

HIM : "Ok2..kasi ilang mood dulu..sbb malu sgt nie..fara sehat??"

*blablablabla*

Ya Allah!!! Dat time aku dah macam orang tak betul duk berguling2 atas katil sambil senyum sorang2.. hahahaha! ッ Then terus ade feeling malu2 kucing dengan die..! The 1st time we met after all dis happened is masa malam hari raya haji baru2 nie.. Malam tu he pick me up at my houz.. But kesian kat die sebab kena tunggu aku lama2 coz lambat siap..!! *sorry tau!:p* Then for apologize, aku bagi die cupcakes yang aku buat.. Dat part memang malu2 laa dalam kete.. Then we went to TC and pick up my babygurl,aen.. Sepanjang aen takde tu boleh dikatakan memang malu2 kucing laa.. Asyik gelak jew coz masing2 speechless! :D Ermm.. Then we hang out sama2, tanye itu, tanye ini.. Macam dah lama sangat tak jumpa.. Oh, masa nie ktorg tak declare anytink yet tauu.. Then on d next day was Hari Raya Haji.. He non-stop ask me to datang beraya umah die.. So, dengan muka yang habis blushing giler, aku pun pegilaa rumah die dgan kak put.. On dat moment, dua2 malu2 kucing! hahaha! *seriously its like a dream b!!* After dat die plak datang beraya rumah aku.. *gilir2 laa pulak..kannn*  Memang ktorg tak banyak cakap.. Kak Put yang alwiz mula borak2 dulu.. hehehe!! Sampai laa we declared relation ktorg.. Hati riang gumbira sangat tauuu!!Yelaa, bak kate orang, "tak kenal maka tak cinta".. Tak gitu?? hehehe! Alhamdulillah untill now we still melekat together! mweheheheee :D *ILY b!* Ayat die yang selalu aku duk teringat is "5 tahun pendam perasaan suka nie".. Ohhh! Terharu giler okey! But why die tak luahkan jew dari dulu?? Hurmm.. *Takde laa sayang sakit dengan all d pain i've been through:'(* Pape pun, aku tak pernah menyesal dengan my past coz everythings yang berlaku ade hikmahnye.. Right?? And sekarang aku syukur sangat2 dapat lelaki yang sememangnya aku inginkan! Betol jugakk laa ade orang kate jangan cari cinta, biar cinta cari kita.. After aku broke off with my ex, seriously aku dah takde feel wanna falling in love again.. But when die muncul balik, he did! Itulah takdir agaknyee kan :)   


5 things that make me melt about him:
Someone yang loving

Someone yang very mannerly

Someone yang ade ciri2 ayah

Someone who alwiz make me laugh

Someone who alwiz protect me


Love, this is for u.. :-)
Im glad to have u in my life.. U are my HERO, my LOVER, my BESTFRIEND, my SOULMATE, my PRINCE CHARMING, my TODAY, my TOMORROW, my FOREVER and my EVERYTHING dear!!!!! Sayang betol2 hargai ur love towards me...! B terlalu baik sampai kadang2 sayang rasa sayang tak cukup baik bagi b.. Sayang tak boleh janji sayang akan selesaikan semua masalah b, tapi sayang boleh janji yang kte akan face it together.. Just like u had done to me b, u are my protector! Thanx alot dear!!! Lets forget the past coz sayang nak b jadi yang pertama n terakhir in my life!!!! (^^,)  
Love,
Your syg!
*Here, we wanna share our trademark song! +KLIK SINI+*
*syg harap hubungan kte nie gonna be lasting forever b! Amin!!*

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I want you to hug me when I get scared

I want you to kiss me when I act like a kid

I want you to care for me when I'm sick

I want you to listen to me when I wanna say something

I want you to understand my silence when I don't have words to express what I feel

I want you to be there when I need a friend

I want you to love me for what I am

I want you to complete me
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When i talk with you, i know the meaning of understanding...

When i laugh with you, i know the meaning of happiness...

When i touch you, i know the meaning of togetherness...

Whenever i'm with you, i know the meaning of love...


p/s:: Everybody gives the GREEN light to u b!! I hope u r d one! ;) 
*fyi, we've been friend for 7 yrs!! Weeeeeee;)*


eh2!! takde our pitcha??? 
hahaha!! bukan nak berahsia tapi 
aku juz tak nak kecoh who he is! ;)
juz follow my blog if u wanna 
know d guy who i love damn mach! 
Jeng3x(^__^)

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4 comments:

  1. sweet gila kak farah! HOPE KEKAL SAMPAI JINJANG PELAMIN+SAPAI JANNAH I/ALLAH. AMINN. . .^__^v

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  2. hehehehe!! thanx darl!! <3 i hope so.. doakan kebahagiaan kami ea.. Ina pun akak doakan kekal bhgia! ;)

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    1. hahaha! thanx alot pijaaaa!!! amin ya rabbal alamin.. hope he's d one;) pija kenal kan die??? hehehehe

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